Emptyness..

These past few weeks, I really don't know why, but I feel as if there is something lacking in my life, something in my heart that ought to be filled, a hole that should be covered.. I wonder if any of you have ever felt that way before, or is just me.. Or perhaps it's just, what i deem to call it, life.. This feeling is metaphorically like a jigsaw puzzle that's missing out its last piece and I try so hard to uncover the location of this piece, but somehow to no avail, yet..

Some people see life in a perspective such that it's a continuous, never ending, repeated cycle or process.. For adults, for example, they go to work in the morning, come home for dinner in the evening(some later than that), have a reunion with family, chat and discuss how's each and every of the family member day have been..

And for those who are single, unmarried, will also do the same thing, perhaps, with their parents, or siblings..Then, work again after a good night's sleep(for some, for others..)

Secondly, for students as myself, we go to school early in the morning, stare at the whiteboard or at the teacher's face for a few hours and then we go home, bathe, do homework, play computer, or some will probably get some rest.. Afterwhich comes dinner with family, exhanging conversation, watching tv, then school again, after the night's rest..

In mathematics, there are formulas for every type of questions, solutions for any question or analysis that can always be calculated, and obtained.. In life, I believe that our every problem and question can be solved by a single formula, or rather two, but in one, similar kind.. That is, through prayer and the Word..

But even if we know the theory of the formula but have no knowledge of its application and practical usage, what good use would it be then? I've been pouring my soul into the bible to 'extract' answers to my questions.. Though i have not managed to find an answer but i believe that regardless of the time required to do so, God will, unmistakably, provide with one, in due course.. For as long as you believe that you will receive and have faith in His might and sovereignty, He will definitely answer you prayers.. with an open heart and subjective attitude..

I pray that I will find an answer to my last missing jigsaw puzzle..For i know that my purpose, my sole purpose on Earth is you, Jesus..Amen.

1 Peter 1:18-19

For you know that it was not with perishable things such as silver or gold that you were redeemed from the empty way of life handed down to you from your forefathers, but with the precious blood of Christ, a lamb without blamish or defect.