Hello!! It's been ages, yeah. In short, JC is getting even more tiring but is still awesome, with PIs, projects, videos, speeches coming up.

Well, I'm now a provisional instructor of the 27th ODAC batch! Woots, my hard work paid off. But with every victory there's a loss. That's life, isn't it? Sometimes, things just don't go your way and you get disappointed. What is admirable is that you get to your feet, take a new breath of life, and move on. And that, my friends did, and earned my respect (: I'm behind you people all the way!!

Of course, there's a sad note too. I've been assigned as photog IC. And i just feel I'm more capable than that. I wanted land chief, but I just feel my workload has been really heavy, such that I didnt even tell my batch mates what I wanted. Sigh, I'm just afraid I may become distanced from the rest, and that shouldn't be the way.. I really felt I needed an explanation. I feel I'm worth more than that, given what I felt was a very good post-OLC evaluation given by my seniors, but given my position, how am I going to prove myself? I'm not involved in any organization or planning of events.. How am I even going to run for exco, if I don't even know what's the impression I give to my batch mates, or how much I need to prove myself which I dont even know whether I can given my role.

I don't want to portray myself as a complaisant type. Just suck it up then. And I'm trying not to think about it, maybe God's trying to give me a break. Yeah. I really need it. After all, we're a batch. Sigh.

The word of God, the presence of Jesus comes to us through every dimension of life. When we block any of those by pride or prejudice, we miss the opportunity to see the works of God in fresh new ways.